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Saturday, August 23, 2003

yay. went for oral this morning. turned out pretty well. not as disastrous as i thought. =)
finally got to watch 'freaky friday' yesterday.
went down to tm with bg and pat..
went to siglap after that.
together with miiko ryan vuth job zhikai shuai ivytan shuling.
had our pig out session at coffee club.
*smiles*
they serve yummy new york cheesecake know.
tried their muddy mud pie but it wasnt that fabulous as i expected though. ;p
took a cab home after that.

i hate myself...
i don't know whats wrong..
i'm scared... and afraid to do anything...

anyways, will be meeting mumsie with jiejie at siglap again for dinner.
*rolls eyes*
kay, this will be my final post.
decided that i should have a personal one instead.
will miss you pops out there!
*mwahs*


clarie speckled bits at 1:28 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2003

assuming is a bad thing especially when your assuming ends up feeling hurt inside out.. These past days has been a mixture of feelings. Being happy and yet at the same time, confused. Time will tell and im sure of that. i will be patient no?

had our 2.4 during PE.
i passed.
how great is that..

right, i skipped my lunch for that fucking chemistry practical yet again.
i finally got my stuffs right and i didnt waste any bit of those chemicals.
laughs.
anyway i just got back from dance.
it was tiring but good.

will be moving soon yahs.



clarie speckled bits at 5:41 AM

Tuesday, August 19, 2003

just got home not too long ago..
had to skip my lunch to give way to that freaking test. -pouts-
if this goes on, i will vanish in no time.. thats for sure.
school was alright today.
had 2 periods of physics.
mr heng seemed like talking pure crap about the reflection thingy. ;p
BAH.
out of boredom, we did real silly stuffs.
hahas.
he turned his back then to the count of three, the whole class rested our heads on the table and.. sleep.
hur.
so funnn.
but of course, we were caught.
yups, had our elementary maths skills test.
well, the previous ones easier.
to me la.
am soooo sleepy..
tata~
clarie speckled bits at 3:18 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2003

yesterday's bbq party was real freaky.
it was such coincident that the pit next to us was booked by benedictwong. omg.. that boy from st andrew's with a real geeky hair. ;p
kay and it raaained! ee! such perfect weather for partying.
so, the highlight of the night was miikokwokyiling.
for goodness sake, shes such a lousy drinker or maybe, only just a pathetic attention seeker?
oh, yongming bought three ice-cream cakes for the three birthday boys and i didnt even got to lick the cream. -pouts-
anyways, bg pat shuling and i left to have stingray and satay. *slurps*
decided to leave the party at around 11 together with kohsin and zhikai.
i just couldnt stand the way she acts. grrr.
it was then raining damn cats and dogs so i phoned daddy dearest to come get me hell out of there.
there he was nagging at me in the car..
thanks to all the nice people who sent me sweet messages last night :)
hope i didnt worried you guys too much yahs kohsin zhikai and saufi? heh.










clarie speckled bits at 9:26 PM

Friday, August 15, 2003

good morning peeps!

went over town yesterday.
together with pat and bg (the penniless girl).
hahas.
got to watch my tutor friend.
its so sweet, i must say.
was laughing my arse off..
then job vuth and wang shuai came along for starbucks..? :)
job is having mood swings la.
so, out came his lighter.
bloody hell.
ah well.. had funaye?
the guys decided to stay over at shuai's place.
came home around 11+ and totally pigged out.
what to do? daddy bought some supper.

those pigheads made me realise that my world is not worth that bastard.
i know that they will be there for me and ilu guys!

happy birthday..
job
wang shuai
yixin










clarie speckled bits at 7:18 PM

Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
You won't see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here






clarie speckled bits at 6:45 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2003

lets see what happened yesterday.
:)
had lunch at seoul garden with bg, pat & miiko.
we actually thought the lunch was cheap cos it states there $10.99.
it then turns out to be $13.99! (we didnt see the ++ sign which was in small print)
btw, i was already broke at that time.. -pouts-
so we had to dig here and there to reach that amount.
hahas.
so malu can!
their service sucked too yahs? we asked for tom yam and they gave us what seemed like plain water?
grrr.
ivytan is leaving tomo..
and she left us this letter:-

Dearest Dance Babies

Its really sad to have to leave you at your 'peak' although I really wished I could stay on to work with Mdm Tan to bring you to greater height.
However, all good things must come to an end. We must move on with life. Just as I have moved to develop myself elsewhere, I hope you kids will make the best out of your school days as a student and dancer.

I had enjoyed ever moment of 'grilling' and 'torturing' you in order to help you bring out your best in SYF.
Your hard work had paid off.
Thank you for giving me the Bronze award as a farewell momento. Thank You for the patience you had in me when I lost my cool with you during training and for accepting my nagging so graciously.

You guys are my one chapter of my success story here. Please continue to put in your best in the club and be self-disciplined.

Love you always
Mrs Ivy Tan

i hereby declare my love for her.
hur.

as for today, had pe first in the morning.
we played badminton.
i paired up with bg. *grin*
had chemistry practical after school.
its pure shit i tell you.
was rather impatient with my experiment.
pms-ing i guess?
dance training was alright. X)
we are doing 50 cents - in da club.
WoOhOo!

oh, and i loove this damaged song.
My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that I've been damaged






clarie speckled bits at 5:29 AM

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

right, so teachers were to look out for students without pure white socks and shoes. being so guai, i had pure whites on. as for that fucking roziah who loves picking on me, personally concluded that ankle socks arent allowed. its like so obvious that everyones wearing ankle socks. but to that bitch, i am the only outstanding one..

anyways, had lunch at marche with melissa aka jian nu ren. hahas. we went to the one at heeren. ;p it had been about 2 zillion months since i last met that woman. i miss you! ordered the ham and cheese as usual.. okay, and i made a major discovery. shall not rant it here or she will kill me.

later~
clarie speckled bits at 3:39 AM

Saturday, August 09, 2003

last night was a blast yah?
i am proud to be singaporean.
i like fireworks.
oh! and i saw grace on tv with her boyfriend.
yeah, the smu girl.

read something on metrosexual just now.
and wells, ryan tang naturally pops into my mind..
hur.

clarie speckled bits at 8:02 PM

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to singapore
happy birthday to you


yay! man i was a major couch potato today..hehe. watched some circus stuffs and the jolin's thingy. as for tonight, brothers 4 and the lost world will be great. X) well.. as usual, i went out! haha.. was in town almost e whole day.. well.. mayb not quite.. daddy brought me to harbour front which is a total waste of time. theres practically nothing there that really amuses me! i miss the old world trade centre. -pouts- though its not that well done up as harbour front is, i still love it there. it holds my many sweet memories..

oh wells, down to town after that. shopped around and saw my really nice top that i wanted to buy for decades. but daddy wouldnt let me. he finds it too revealing, i guess. grrr. like finally i got to buy my ice-cream-in-a-colourful-bread. yipee!

i want to catch the fireworks live! -stomps feet-
clarie speckled bits at 3:11 AM

Friday, August 08, 2003

alright, i didn't go to school today cause' i didnt feel like it. woke up quite early tough.. why do my sista have that sickening alarm clock. -urgh-

well, firstly, miiko and i went lido to watch this movie how to deal. the theatre was filled with girls can! except for a few guys together with their girlfriends. hur. the show was quite funny. nothing else. ;p and yes, i did attempt to lure miiko to eat doughnuts at taka. shes on this diet or something.. because her clone, cassy, said that shes fat. which i myself find it totally ridiculous. i was like munching stuffs all the way (whats new?) but, she was there sipping her drink. *rolls eyes* got my ear pierced as two of mine decided to close.

right, did i mention that my tummy hurts a lot?
i can't even laugh my signature laughter.
hahas.
i think its those sit-ups or something..


::spinning : jewel - intuition::








clarie speckled bits at 5:46 AM

Thursday, August 07, 2003

arh, i'm damn drained now.
had pft.
i've got all A and 1 pathetic B.
grrr. that freaking sit and reach thingy.
but, i did 17 incline pull-ups!
everyone to a count of three, says whoa!
haha, :)

daddy banned me from going to that oh-so-packed wisma.. yes, the tunnel there leading to taka.
why?
hes afraid of terrorists attack.
as you all know, another bomb killed the people.
where is the love? do their mommies put them on this planet just to bomb anywhere they like?
-sigh-
now, i have to go all the way up and under that bloody sun!
so ma fan.

i am thinking of ponning school tomo. anyways its half-day what.. and what will we be having? sing-a-long session. hur. will be watching how to deal in town too. should be la.

oh, i trimmed my hair.
its not shorter but thinner. ;p
makes no difference anyhow.

had our maths test.
because of this, those 302 peeps prolly hate us by now.
i dont really know what happened until shuxian and tricia came questioning me. like wth? and as if we leak out their so called stuffs to mr raj, causing their darling form teacher to get a ticking off then in turn, scolds his dearest students. so, go get a life and sort out your facts!

p.s. dear you, you really pisses me off at times.








clarie speckled bits at 6:37 AM

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

i woke up late so i rushed out of the house.
only to discover i have geography test today.
hur.
anyways, the test turned out to be done in pairs and so i teamed up with fiona.
*grin*

ah, mr whatever-his-name-is told us that one of our schoolmates was admitted to hospital. -gasp- that person practically got bitten by mosquitoes..urgh. at the camp i guess. -crosses fingers-

yups, went for lunch with the girlies.
bg, pat and fiona.
went all the way to city hall for pizza.
hahas. total madness.
tried the new cheesy one..
no difference at all loh.
oh wells, fiona was like complaining why there werent any pretty boys
right?
*winks*

::spinning : stacie orrico - stuck::





clarie speckled bits at 4:32 AM

Saturday, August 02, 2003

had steamboat for dinner at marina south. its been donkey years ago since i last been there. for kite flying i guess. hur. right, emilyn and paul got themselves a new car. so gorgeous! *bounces* as you all know if you have read my posts, they only got married a few months back and now, shes pregnant. X) so mommy's going to be the baby's grand-aunt. sounds so old right? hahas.

anyways, the food there was okay lah. really everything was self serve. crabs there had to be slaughtered by ourselves. but they provide chopper lah. -pouts- it was like so crowded and stuffy. everyone was so like animals rushing for food and we are the only humane ones. ah, and edward got himself a tattoo. naughty naughty boy.

after that, we went down to starbucks in town. it was again way too crowded. so was cafe cartel. had coffee at the hotel's lobby instead. i ordered a lime juice which fucking hell cost 10 bucks. oh wells, we talked about stuffs and slacked over there. at around 11, bg called and i asked them to join me. but bloody hell they claimed that it was too late. ;p oh and i want to add, momie thought that she was my boyfriend again! *rolls eyes* reached home at the stroke of midnight. hurhur.

i love my family heaps. though we argue over really small matters like whether ECP is faster or yada yada, i now look back at it that we sure do make up a really cute family and love each other. *smiles*
clarie speckled bits at 8:14 PM

Friday, August 01, 2003

anyway i was pretty upset last night.. i've never really argued with anyone before so i feel it was so not me cos i just talked all that had been bottled up inside of me to that bloody bitch.. plus i know that its not fair to her not knowing why we hated her so. well it's quite a long story and i don't really feel like talking bout it.. anyway, sounds weird but i've never had such things come out of me and directly to the person i was mad at before! that's bad i suppose. that all along my negative thoughts were always behind their backs? not that i've never spoken my mind but i mean i've never been a bitch to someone directly. haha. bleah. so gross! but that shit really is a fucking bitch. people like that just don't change overnight or will they ever? damn damn damn.

on to a lighter note.. i went through those messages he sent me and all that made me tear! yeah, anyway he had made his choice clear to me.. but i had gotten all over it lah for it just wasnt meant to be. am so proud of myself. =D


clarie speckled bits at 7:51 PM

AHHHH, its been a looooong time.. :) had loads of test going on.
chemistry = doomed
so.. buck up clarie!

i guess teachers now pretty much hate us now.
no idea why..
one single gossip from teachers and ivytan will come questioning us.

mrs premchand is damn weird i must say! she asked almost the whole of my class out for a tan. hur. why? because we werent responding. wth? for a total of four periods can! but i did some major bonding with my classmates out there. hahas.

anyway, i went to watch 2 fast 2 furious last night.
i loved it!
whoa
the cars...
*drools*
paul walker & tyrese
*drools*
devon aoki and eva mendes.
*drools*

boys are freaking lame no?




clarie speckled bits at 5:06 AM


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